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So…Now What?

Today is The Day.  The Day I’ve been dreading all summer long.  The Day my purpose in life is questioned.  The Day the clouds come in and depression lugs an oversize suitcase.  The Day I’m faced with nothing but time and stark loneliness.  The Day I knew was inevitable but never really believed would arrive.  The Day the clock and the calendar suddenly seem so fleeting and blurred.  The Day the curtain draws on everything I have been, everything I am and everything I thought I was meant to be.  The Day my head spins inside of itself attempting to watch my life in reverse while it is indeed speeding forward.  Today is The Day.  The Day my baby left for Kindergarten.

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careless. useless. hopeless. defenseless. selfish.

tormented. degraded. humiliated. embarrassed. lonely. sad. forgotten.                                        no boundaries.                sleepless. lost. disgusted.

sick. forlorn.                                        desolate.repulsive.              absorbed. confused. pointless.

disregarded.       depressed.                 pathetic.

wondering.

worried.                               woe.